Friday(28/8/09)
worked, saw seewee otw to work..
sad! "he" no come again.
1week he didn't come..
saw mrs hazlan & mdm surani at work.

meet up with frenda & magg after worked,
then jas & Alicia with their sis.
frenda, jas & ah-chan came my house played mahjong.
waited for JASMINE HENG till play few round only.!!

P.s saw this bird when lunch time,
it only have 1 leg still jumping here & there


Saturday(29/8/09)
worked, So happy he got come! hahax.
finally, i 1 week never see "him" le.
"he" cut "his" hair, changed hairstyle.
when "he" wore "his" spec looked smarter.
&& "he" passed my counter when "he" reached,
"he" was walking 1 big round to where he should be.

lunch time went ah-chan house played mahjong.
back worked, saw "him" at ... hahax.. shh.
suddenly "he" went missing when i knock off.

met up with jas, she buying teachers day gifts.
then she saw "him" already,
she said "he" looked blur, but "his" eyes look nice?


Sunday(30/8/09)
should be going to "bai" grandfather,
but got work. worked, & "he" did came..
"he" today very busy sia, walking here & there.
"he" looked at me when i point at "his" direction.
& heard "he" speaking Malay, very funny...

saw pri-mates wenjing & family, she no change.
they can't recognize me when i called her..

auntie Lily won lottery & she gave me money to buy Mac.
after worked meet jas again, she buying gifts.
then passed by "him" few times, & "he" really busy.

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Wednesday(26/8/09)
七夕情人节快乐!
(七月初七，七夕情人节)
牛郎与织女见面的日子。

worked.
SAD! "he" didn't come again!

putting wagons promotion. pekcek!
stupid wagons made me mad, & malu.
ppl looking at me, as i setting up the wagons,
got ping-ping-piang-piang sound.
& they said i dam violent & fierce.

another things made me more fed-up,
is my sales rep don't want come nvm la,
still sent the stupid feller come 'help'. disturb only lor.

after worked went JB,
at msia custom the officer stunned,
he can't see me, as i wearing black..
he thought got "the thing".. (saw only 2 person why got 3passport.)
dinner & to cousin house.
chatted, & another 2 cousins marrying soon.
WaKao! so many "red bomb" this year.
SaSa said: "go slim down, find bf, next year we also marry."
i replied: "No way! slim down maybe, marry no!"

P.s i don't want to be some friends married in early age.
early married not good, 2ppl tgt no money living also hard.

wearing SaSa spec.(act innocent.hahax)

ow-ah-jian (fried oyster) & black pepper chicken steak.


Thursday(27/8/09)
worked, "he" nvr come again..
5days nvr see "him", so sad!
think "he" transfer to other outlets le bab.

a lady wants 122 fold-able bags,
so i help her ask the staff in-charge...
then a girl name Angie came arrange items,
she was standing at my wagon.
& a customer ask her about "threat count",
she don't know so asked me.
she then asked her what "red cow"? hahax.
started chat a little.. she quite good..
hope can get to know about ___ from her.

then when i & KP looking at photo albums,
manager came to k-po,hahax
he quite friendly and good ley,
not like some other managers ....

maybe is MIM are friendly,
MIC not that "good"...

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Sunday(23/8/09)
worked, sadded "he" never worked.
wearing slipper at counter, as toe swallow. & no "government".
was so paiseh when customer saw i wear slipper.


Monday(24/8/09)
working alone, & "he" never worked again.
i was "running away" from my counter to others counters.
& i got "audit" by the new manager from other where,
Lucky i got serve her, if not i confirm "bye bye"!

no ppl, no business so we playing the promotion toys,
as "government" busying at somewhere... fooling around.hahax


Tuesday(25/8/09)
worked, he wasn't working again..so bored.
saw jas then knew Alicia & friends were at toys department.
omg, from end far far can heard they laughing.
photo albums mark-down, busy choosing..

lunch time saw Janson & friends, jasmine, & ridzan...
after worked saw BeeCheng, chatted she said wan "help" me with "him".
OMG!! fainted! BeeCheng don't anyhow arh!
deliver food to Jas, (auntie) hahax. shh...

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Friday(21/8/09)
worked, was late.. shit!
"he" was chitchatting with others outside the door,they blocked my way.
so i bended down walked under "his" hand when "he" raised "his" hand.
then another person said something after i passed, made me so malu.

saw mengxi, & chit-chatted.
liyun came find me for lunch..
after worked,
met up with frenda to play mahjong with mum & Jas.


Saturday(22/8/09)
worked. toe got blister, pained!
"he" door greeting when i reached, "he" looked at me.
when i walked to toilet, "he" looked at me.
when i back from toilet i see him purposely, "he" looked at me.
then "he" walked passed me to ask the cashier,
: "my A____ ley, got saw my A____". sadded when i heard.
when he knock off, & i back from toilet we looked at each other..

Shuyi came shopping with her sis & bro-in-law.
so we chit-chatted while her sis see see...
after worked, went to meet frenda, liyun & her Taiwan friend.
liyun kept picking my wrong words!
eric then came, so went eat kfc
then help jas bought alot of food! EAT SO MANY!!

& frenda went my house wanna play mahjong,
but Jas like came from JB taking own sweet time.
so watched flower over boys lor..

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Wednesday(19/8/09)
worked afternoon shift.
"he" was busy keeping stocks near my counter...
"he" looked serious & very "man".

Saw HuiLun in coincidence so chit-chatted,
something really surprised me...

bought story books when lunch time,
saw "him", "he" knocking off..
"he" gave me a weird look when i saw "him",
idk, my senses tell me "he" knew the true that i like "him".
bored to hell after "he" knock off,



P.s did facial & putted masks at night.
mum said, ''u siao ah! today HGF door open still do masks at night."
"later 'they' saw you & ran away ah!"


Thursday(20/8/09)
went out with mum in the morning,
speechless, sad & happy? idk.
back home sleep, while mum help out for HGF at coffeeshop.

night dad back from worked, & drove us to JB.
& also drove a guy to msia custom,
he became "abnormal" after met an accidents.
He isn't abnormal actually, just difficult to talk & walk fast.
he currently selling tissues in wdl,
last time he sell at JB, always kana robbed by ppl.

Really hate robbery!!
if they rob rich & arrogant ppl i hacked care,
but they rob "disable" ppl is really too much la.
they got legs & hands why can't they earn themselves?

shopped,ate dinner, then went to cousin house.

She gave me this looked!

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Monday(17/8/09)
rainy day yet have to worked,
lunch time had to made an important call,
so went a quite place talked...

suddenly release "he" was sitting opposite my direction,
"he" look mood-less, not like him in work.
then we went toilet same timing.(is coincidence)
he turn back looked me, as my anklet got "ling-long" sound.

saw shuyi when i back from toilet.
she looked different already.


Tuesday(18/8/09)
Worked..happy?? hahax.
bun & xiali came, & didn't saw them till after served customer.
chatted, suddenly they went closer to see "him",
bun took "his" photo for me. LOL. thanks anyway.



went early lunch with them, ate Mac was super full.


back to worked, busy packing stock for return in store.
get to near "him" few times, as "he" also busy with "his" stock.
& we were so blur when we met together at store..
i letting "him" pass first, "he" letting me pass first.
i waiting for "him" pass, "he" waiting for me pass.
so i looking at "him", then "he" looking at me.

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Saturday(15/8/09)
worked, afternoon shift..
so malu when i having lunch,
but was happy cox got "him".
we standing beside each other,
i never smell any cig smell..good!
& my t-shirt caught "his" attentions.

after worked,
meet frenda went my house for dinner,
jas came after she bathed.
we chatted awhile then sent her took bus,
then me & jas back to void deck chatting.
heart-to-heart till around 3am..
more comfortable already, threw all "rubbishs".
Thanks Jasmine Heng! I LOVE You la! hahax

Sunday(16/8/09)
worked... today i laughed till mad.
all the way laughing from beginning to end work.
after lunch, saw "him" "playing" & "fooling" around,
i was stunned when "he" hugging a guy leaning on wall.
walked passed "him", "he" suddenly moved backward,
stepped on my leg.. turn blur.. omg.

after worked went bought can food,
& raining lucky dad came drove me.. thanks!

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Friday(14/8/09)
worked, like no ppl shopping.
then early early came stock,
& very very very malu sia....

i was doing stock then beside me no space already,
so i threw some stock distance away from me.
& suddenly, "piak!" loud sound, everyone looking at me,
then the assist supervisor (SK auntie) shout across to me...
she said: "wah! u where not happy say la, don't throw things".
worst still the manager heard & came from other side to see...
he still asking what happening in "serious tone"..
lucky sk auntie said joking only... if not i confirm get nagged..

lunch time, went staff pantry to microwave food,
but staffs are waiting for meeting...
i saw him there, hahax..
no choice i have to brought my food out to eat.
all the way a lot of ppl looking at me... peiseh sia.

end worked, exchange singtel top-up card for kfc,
its long Q, & a baby boy beside kept looking at me..
& is all the way from Q till i walked off...

after that heading to JB with parents.
to Jusco shopped, then dinner, cousin house & home sweet home..

P.s thinking why today always got ppl looking at me..
don't know is my hair messy, face got things or wear clothes wrongly.
but then none of the above happen for ppl look at me...

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Ice-skating on 04/08/09.
Bun birthday outing!

see bun falling soon, so i holding her.




有个性的态度。
this mean, got character/personality attitude.?


nothing better to do, played lighter & make a black heart.


Feel like walking at the road roll of sakura,
But now sakura already close le..

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Wednesday(12/8/09)
worked, no much customer..
so bored & walking here & there chatting..
got 1 customer said coming back tml,
so i told her tml metro close one day.
she said: "wah! metro boss so good arh, giving rest."
i replied: "huh? NO la, is metro big boss passed away then close."

end work early, before end i refill water.
when i walked into the room,
"he" stopped what he did & looking at me... hahax

otw home saw Jonathan ng,
omg, i can't even recognize him when i passed by him..

Thursday(13/8/09)
no worked, thought of going to JB Danga Bay.
but last minute changed my mind...
stayed at home rest, so using com,
& creating FACEBOOK.
friends! don't said i no make facebook liao..

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Couple killed on rail track

2 bodies were found near the KTM railway track in Upper Bukit Timah Road on Saturday morning.

The police received a call at 5.24am that a train had knocked down a couple at the track near Railway Mall.

The Chinese couple, Mr Goh Sheng Yao, 19 and Ms Clara Lee Jing Yua, 20, were pronounced dead at 6.08am.

A Singapore Civil Defence Force spokesman said that the Chinese boy's left leg was amputated and he suffered an open head wound and multiple body fractures. The girl had multiple body fractures, and her right leg was nearly severed at the knee.

Ms Shahriza Embi, a Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad (KTMB) spokesman, said that an empty KTM train heading to Johor Bahru knocked down the couple. 'We had no idea how they got there.'

The morning shuttle between Johor Bahru and Singapore was cancelled. Four other train services were delayed for between one and two hours.

The couple from Republic Polytechnic, were apparently sitting on the track when the train came.


P.s 2 life wasted. think before do, don't act smart.
Do cherish your life, don't cause troubles for other.

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Metro founder die.

MR ONG Tjoe Kim, the founding father of Metro, a mainstay of Singapore retailing for more than 50 years, died on Tuesday. He was 98.

A statement issued by mainboard-listed Metro Holdings said he 'passed away peacefully' of old age while in hospital, with family by his bedside.

Mr Ong gave up chairmanship of the company just two years ago in July 2007.

He was born in 1911 in China's Fujian Province. He started with virtually nothing, but in recent years has featured regularly on the Forbes list of Singapore's richest men, with assets of between US$60 (S$87) and US$100 million.

In recent years, Metro has made most of its profits from property development.

When he was 16, Mr Ong left Fujian to join his father in Indonesia, where he worked for a textile wholesaler for the first two years, according to the National Library's archives.

He also worked as an odd job labourer, clocking 12 hours a day and earning 25 rupiah a month, said Metro Holdings.

Mr Ong's first foray into retail was in 1928 when he joined Toko Dezon department store as a salesman. He worked there for 25 years, rising through the ranks to become the firm's manager of stores, overseeing seven stores across Indonesia.

He struck out on his own in 1953 and set up his first department store. An avid film buff, he named it Metro, after the famous Hollywood movie studio Metro Goldwyn Mayer (MGM).

From a single store in Surabaya, Metro quickly expanded to Jakarta two years later, and then to Singapore, in a two-storey shophouse at 72 High Street, in 1957. Mr Ong is said to have chosen High Street because he felt it was a more upmarket location than Chinatown.

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"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by work.
No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice. "

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I admitted i like "him", but i don't need "him".
I don't need love & r/s, only money can fill my empty heart "giving me love"
我承认我喜欢"他"，但我并不需要"他"。
我不需要爱情，唯有金钱给予我"爱"，填满我空虚的心。


I admitted i like him.
i like to see him from far,
i like to see his smiles,
i like to see him laught,
i like to see his back view,
i like to see the way he walk,
i like to see him bite finger nails,
i like the way when he talk,
i like his every single action,
i like his "attitude"...
i like to see his blur look when he ....
i like to see his busy look.(认真的男人最帅)
i like everything single things about him.

whenever i saw him, i will be very happy.
whenever i see his actions, i will smile.
whenever he near me, i will go nearer to him.
whenever he talk i will listen with my heart.
whatever he did & said i will remember.

But make things clear!
i like him, but i don't need him.
like doesn't means love,
so i don't really love him in the way of "love"..

to others, he may not look that handsome.
but i judge him not only by look, more on his inner heart.
his attitude, "healthy" or not...
seriously speaking, he isn't that handsome, but he withstands scrutiny.
(i mean he is too charming till i can't leave my eyes from him.)
(说真的，其实他不好看，但却很耐看。)

Please, don't go tell him or ask his no. for me.
friends, i know you guys wanna help.
i just wanna see him from far...
& don't try to challenge me to tell him i like him..
i don't want make it awkwardness when we meet.
Simply let me like him in heart..

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Monday(10/08/09)
worked, happy as i saw something about "him".
night frenda came find me, wait for my worked end.
then accompanied her for dinner,
she chatted with me at fitness corner.
Frenda! THANKS for listening to mine bullshit.!!

Tuesday(11/08/09)
worked, so sadded the thing disappeared..
anyway i knew a little more about "him"..

today metro big boss just passed away,
so Thursday metro will close one day,
too bad is my off day too so no extra off day.

read a little article of mr ong tjoe kim (metro founder/ founding father)
i want to learn from him...
he from small worker to big boss.
heard from some staff saying he treat staff very good.
he always deserve others respect.

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Saturday(08/08/09)
worked, sadded "he" never came.
noon, liyun & frenda came find me awhile.
then night actually play mahjong but kana put aeroplane.

Sunday(09/08/09)
Happy national day!
Happy 44th birthday to singapore.

So sad, ppl holiday i still need worked.
but anyway still happy because got "him".
frenda came with eric, she really lame,
she called me & hided. eric head was there when i turn,
is obvious that they came still hiding.

evening Ella & Jas came,
when i saw Ella i thought i saw a pregnant women.
stupid Jas asked me a very stupid question,
she said: "A? you cut your hair arh?"
is like..i every time deliver bean curd to her house,
she always see me & she now then realise.
really is slow 3 steps or "no heart" to see me!!

you don't have the heart then say la,
don't denied & gave me reasons that isn't an excuse.
[不要给我不是接口（理由）的接口]
P.s JAS you good!! go out never jio!!

actually go pub with frenda & friends,
changed mind so went JB with parent.
eat dinner & visited cousins.

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50 Little Secrets.Be honest no matter what.
Then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
~ Ben.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
~ my house.

03. Your relationship status?
~ Single & Unavailable.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
~ Maybe.

05. What is your current mood?
~ bored.

06. How many siblings do you have?
~ 1 brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
~ LHKL Lawrence.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
~ place where lots of money in front me?
~ place where only me & "him"?

09. Have a crazy side?
~ Yes?

10. Ever had a near death experience?
~ Yes? not really that near.

11. Something you do a lot?
~ calculating money..

12. Angry at anyone?
~ No.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
~ Nothing. (like someone but don't feel like going for)

14. When was the last time you cried?
~ can't remembered. long time never cry)

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
~ Yes!

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
~ How to earn more money lor.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
~ SaSa cousin.

18. What is your favorite song?
~ 心碎的记号~王建复Jeff Wang

19. What are you doing right now?
~ doing this quiz

20. Who do you trust right now?
~ me myself & my family.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
~ my brother wardrobe.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
~ No

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
~ Jasmine Heng

24. Describe your life in one word?
~ moneyless?

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
~ "him"

26. What should you be doing right now?
~ sleeping.

27. What are you listening to now?
~ Songs.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
~ forgotten. long time never hug people.
~bolster counted?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
~ don't know. long time never yelled by people, is i yelling at people.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
~ Maybe? don't think got different.

31. What is your natural hair color?
~ light brown?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
~ daddy & mummy.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
~ No one bad.

34. What do you hear?
~ Noisy fan sound.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
~ curly + straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
~ sorry my English fail ley!

37. Do you have a best friend(s)?
~ yes?

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
~ Nope

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
~ Erm i don't think so.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
~ Huh? jacket counted?

41. Are you happy with life right now?
~ So-So lor.

42. Are you jealous right now?
~ Not at all & for what jealous?.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
~ ling ling long long on my leg.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
~ home sleeping after worked.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
~ Yes! but now dead for love, living for money.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
~ No.

47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
~ maybe.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
~ forgotten, like years never see doctor le.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
~ 4am, doing July accounting(book-keeping).

50. Tag ten people?
★ Bun zhi qing
★ Jasmine Heng
★ Jennifer Heng
★ Magg
★ Sin Ying
★ Jolin
★ Cindy
★ Grace Chong
★ Hui Chen
★ Shi Shz

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Thursday(6/8/09)
Happy birthday to my cousin qin!

worked, so sad "he" early early went off.
"he" suddenly call me from my back & shocked me in store...
me & auntie siewhua stomachache, kept running toilet..
& nagg by supervisor...

noon HuiChen & her bf came...
then after awhile magg & MC came,
then was Ah-chan follow by JianFang..

& ah-chan asked me a very stupid question,
how come you cut your hair till so short,
last time very long de what, till your butt de.

excuse me!! i cut my hair almost 8months le lor,
why not you wait till next centry then ask ley?

& Jf wore green T-shirt look more like KIWI..
super look like Kiwi with his kiwi head.!!
P.s JF 2weeks past le, i still never attract by you ley. hahax


Friday(7/8/09)
worked & late.
stomachache!! but very happy.. hahax
caught "his" attentions...LOL

evening frenda came meet me,
Mingxiu just came for awhile & left...
after worked we meet up with BeeCheng..

BC told me something i shocked,
so can't believe that "he" so old, but "he" look young.
dinner at Mac, frenda make me laugh like hell!
she called the shaker bag as fries home...

headed home, otw i stunned.
as shocked by kor friend.. anyway thanks.

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Tuesday(4/8/09)
Happy birthday to Bun Zhi Qing!

went hand punch card, he wasn't there.
met xiali to get gloves,
helped her order kfc, she don't know how to order.
met bun & headed to leisure park.
then here come Jenn & Grace.




ice-skating, bun don't know how to skate,
so she hold my waist till my back can't straight.
i suddenly realise i threw bun alone behind,
can't turn back so i skated towards her.
when i turn left i fell don't know is too fast or
the ice melting till to slippery.
A VJC girl giving a helping hand to me, Thank you.






The B'day Girl!





A surprise wishes to Bun through the speakers,
but the DJ speaks not very clear..
Bun happy?? got gan dong mah?
Brunch at Kfc, then headed back wdl,
but Bun alighted at sambawang..

*sorry bun, i don't wish to spoil your mood.
as i scared i can't control myself from...
you should know, i really tired to see her..

meet frenda & bee at cwp awhile,
then bought beancurd for jas & family.
& night drinks watermelon juice about 2L!!



Wednesday(5/8/09)
Worked, so sad he was there again.
stomachache, & just reached got nagg by supervisor.
& is just because of 2 clips...? WTH

serve a customer, she a mediacorp carelifare.
don't know is she slim down or tv & actual got different.
think cannot trust technology too much...hahax

jasmine & Alicia came in the noon,
& thanks jas for saved me!! Thank you!
evening is HuiChen came with her friend to see me.

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