Monday(23/3/09)
Happy birthday to Elaine

Thursday(26/3/09)
night went jas hse to chase cat...

Friday(27/3/09)
Happy birthday to ah-xiong cousin & JJ 林俊杰

Saturday(28/3/09)
Earth day!
remember switch off lights from 8.30pm-9.30pm,
to stand against global warming,
be green!

& JJ concert, sadded nvr won.
nevermind, we no fate(无缘).

P.s still thinking about which intake should i choice to study in MDIS.
confuse, irritated & stressful with money & alot of things!!\
feel like killing people to destress...

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Friday(20/3/09)
Happy birthday to Kayneen.

Saturday(21/3/09)
World Down Syndrome Day.
世界唐氏综合症日

Sunday(22/3/09)
my lappy kana "brain cancer"!
don't know what had happened.
hanging & can't even back up data.
even worst wanted to reformat,
but can't even reformat without disc.

so flipping whole house, finally found.
reformatted, & now data & everything gone!
Anti-virus software gone!
Photoshop gone!
All past memories gone...!

first time reformat in 2009.
wanna change it soon,
but this time nobody sponsor... sadded.
chionging for money, but where is my starting point?

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Tuesday(17/2/09)
Hppy birthday to Ella shishz.

slept in the morning...
woke up by jas in the afternoon,
as she suddenly sat beside my bed.

after that she & me walked to cwp.
to meet jonathan, boonkiet & sinyong watch movie.
watched "coming soon"

lucky jasmine never "throw" popcorn.
anyway shocked not because of movie,
instead is ppl infront of us suddenly screamed.
&& my hand got blue-black!
it thanks to jasmine.

chit-chat with jas at excersie corner.
back home, dinner & fallen asleep.

Movie : "coming soon"
Rated : 4/5


Wednesday(18/3/09)
had lunch at 131 with jas.
thn went sk house,
help her install software,
but unable.

back home.
sneezing...
nose blocking...
fevering.....

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i really don't understood!
why boy & girl can't simply just be friends?
why boy + girl = BGR, rumors, gossips, ambiguous?
why can't male + Female = friends, "soul mate", bosom friend?
boy-friend [not=] boyfriend
really can't stand it already.

there some "get well along" male friends around me,
but its also caused some unnecessary awkwardness.
why made simple relationships complicated?
male & female also can be agreeable friends right?

我真的搞不清楚！
男性朋友帮我接电话，就是我的男朋友？
和异性打打吵吵闹闹，就是夫妻(床头打架，床尾合)？
和比较谈得来的异性聊天，就是搞暧昧？
与异性共用一杯饮料，就是情侣？
和异性单独，就是搞地下情？
和异性斗嘴、抬杠(argue)，就是打情骂俏？
和异性嘛吉("machi")一点，就有"一退"?
什么勾引、眉来眼去？

拜托！请你帮帮忙。
不要帮我乱制造"绯闻"！
难道男女之间不能有纯粹真的友谊吗？
男女之间就不能只是普通朋友吗？
男和女=情侣？情人？夫妻?
不可以是好朋友或知己吗？

男-朋友 [不=] 男朋友！
身边有几位贴心又谈得来的男-朋友,
但却常引起不必要的尴尬。。。
何必把简单的关系复杂化呢？
异性之间也有很投机的朋友不是吗？
我不想背着"第三者"罪名的感觉。。。
我只是把他当我的"蓝颜知己"。


给S小姐的劝告：
如果我真的要勾引他，
你早就闹自杀了好吗！
如果我真的想抢你的男友，
我会光明正大的向你宣战，
不需要眉来眼去、勾引、撒娇。
建议你快去看医生吧！
占有率那么强干吗？
简直是有"男友被抢妄想症"!
这样喜欢吃醋，小心吃出病！

你不相信我没关系，
但你是他的女朋友，
应该相信他才对，
而不是一直怀疑他、疑神疑鬼的。
你的疑心病太重了啦！
至少他会自动把你介绍给他的朋友，
还是女友的身份。
至少他从来并没有隐瞒你们的关系，
你是幸福的，请好好珍惜这段感情。
别在失去后才后悔他对你的好。
你的小动作&这种态度只会让他想逃。

Labels: 无声呐喊 silent scream

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Friday(12/3/09)
went out with family.
waited for hours, yet postponed.
saw a lot of reporters outside.

headed back home,
went jas house help jennifer install things.
chit-chatted a while,
then help her uncle make call to cancel line.

went home sleep,
jas ring-ed me up from my dream,
to help her make call for delivery.
back home sleep...


Saturday(14/3/09)
breakfast eat pizza. thanks to jasmine.
morning meet up with lisa, ben, leon & selina.
i msg-ed jianfeng then sent wrong ppl. ...
went red box K-songs till noon.
while i accompany leon settling bill,
other went to buy vodka,
& we straight headed to play billiard.

actually meeting up with jian feng after pool,
but i left first, as there some conflict.
all his fault!
anyway thanks you 2 for supporting me.
damn it! forget it.

as long as i know i 清者自清 (innocent).
[清者自清，浊者自浊。
"The wise man knows he knows nothing, the fool thinks he knows all." ]
simply just can't understood why boy + girl =rumors, gossips.?


Sunday(15/3/09) & Monday(16/3/09)
homely girl again...
bored~~
frustrating~~
feel like killing ppl....
又当宅女了。。。
闷得发慌！
心烦意乱！
快要发疯！
想要杀人！
想发泄，但不知从何发起。。。
烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦！！！！

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Saturday(7/3/09)
only had 1hr sleep time.
morning went tampines meet frenda.
then went Tampines north CC first,
released is at Tampines central CC...
passed xiali her cert & headed to TCCC.

from TCCC walk to took 168 bus.
& leg blister turn worse.
rushed home & prepared.
after dad back waited him eat & wash up,
& set off to Johor Jaya first.

then headed to pulai spring resort for my cousin susie's wedding.
we were lost, as pulai at night very dark & very "wulu".
lucky just going to start when we reached.
food taste still not bad but service slow.


having fun thr, & funny thing happening everywhr.
1st was i took off my heel as my leg got blister,
& my nephew took my heels away..
2nd was the table got 2 guy fighting over the XO,
man1 pour XO in man2 cup,
but man2 don't want drink,
push & pull end up the cup cracked.
& other lame thing not suit to mention here.

cousin asking me go stage sing..
but i don't want so got to drink finish the beer.
took some photos of my nephew, niece & 2 cousins.

They look alike right?

chit-chatting, meifen cousin going back KL,
she asked me go along, but i never bring anything.
so next time then go lor.
& next wedding dinner will be sumei cousin one.

sasa & me.

mr.long hair & tree.


went to 2nd uncle house to collect grandma luggage,
then drove grandma to s'pore to great-aunt house.
reached home at 2am, removed make-up & sleep.

Nails for the day.


&& dear cousin you good,
forgotten to bring 双眼皮胶(double eyelid jell) give me.
never mind, you will owe me more things ahaha. =P

super blur, kept hearing the wrong information.
my cousin said :"wait at esso petrol station."
& i heard "wait at ass-hole petrol station"
then my dad said "几百只猫 (alot of cats)"
& i heard "直接去changi (straight go changi)"
my uncle said :"带妹妹去厕所(bring ah-girl to toilet)"
i heard :"丢妹妹进泳池(throw ah-girl in the pool)".

Sunday(8/3/09)
三八妇女节快乐

Labels: photos

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Friday(6/3/09)
Happy birthday to
Blackie (devage)
Ms Jasmine Koh
& Madhu

today busy preparing stuffs for tml cousin's wedding at msia.
as tml early morning got to go tampines meet frenda.
then afternoon must wait for dad then rush to meet other.

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have been week since my last update.
life since bored recently.
woke up, wash up, eat, watch Tv, eat, bath then sleep.
woke up, wash up, eat, watch Tv, eat, bath then sleep.
woke up, wash up, eat, watch Tv, eat, bath then sleep.
& lot of pimples had popped out!
partly is due to mum recently cook alot of spicy food,
& ton outside & never remove make-up till morning.

anyway had been looking for jobs, but got rejected!
many employers rather choice graduate or foreigner
than ppl like me still got to go for further study one.
cox graduate one got higher qualification,
& foreigner paid cheaper.

tried alot of jobs but kept rejected,
always get this replied : "wait for our call."
but never ever receive their call!
few friends around me also jobless,
working at M'sia is like waste time, money & earn not much.
sometime feel like interviewing for undertaker jobs.
anyway i don't think they need me.

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really irritated!!
everywhere i go also got ppl grumbling $$ not enough!
complaining prices are increasing!
i also okay!! damn it!!
i need $4k by Jun & now still don't have work.
i need jobs!!

somemore my family got an "red bomb" for this week.
die die also must go want!
cox is my cousin, mum's brother's daughter.

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